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Women In My Head

by Megan Diana

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1.
COMPUTER 03:02
COMPUTER I knew that you were something I had to figure it out spend the days and nights just wonder when i would see you and then you walk right in you walk right into my life and then I couldn’t think of how it was like before you am i cool am i brave i don’t know the difference is it true is it all just the work of the new? keep it still keep it safe then you don’t make no mistake but then you look me in my eyes and you say you feel that the power electric blood in the sky connect me forever compute that beam of light you know the words i’m thinking you hold them inside yourself just copy on the feeling then you find it something else if this is information why can’t you just help me out you let me know when someone comes to tell us all about what is real what is wrong I don’t know the difference on the screen in your life you think you want it all did I see you make a mistake you never know but then you look me in my eyes you feel that the power electric blood in the sky connect me forever compute that beam of light oh I don’t know what I want but make it last forever I need a signal to tell me how to live tomorrow if you’re coming my way I wanna hear you say to me You feel that the power electric love in the sky connect me together and bring me back to life
2.
NIGHTRIDE 04:11
NIGHTRIDE Coming outta nowhere Breaking thru the cold night air I ain’t got a light but it’s alright yeah I don’t care I don’t wanna see you You don’t wanna see me But I don’t wanna go home when I know that you’re not there But I don’t ever wanna see you sleep I don’t ever wanna hear you breath Coming outta nowhere Breaking thru the cold night air What you gonna do cuz I thought we were something I don’t wanna see you You don’t wanna see me But I don’t wanna hear when you say that we’re nothing And I don’t wanna stick around for nothing I don’t wanna have to call your bluff and I just need to keep my heart alive I don’t know what to do I don’t know what you say now I don’t wanna play truth or dare So just don’t tell me to take care now - no Coming outta nowhere Breaking thru the cold night air I don’t wanna hear what you say cuz its not fair I don’t wanna see you You don’t wanna see me But I don’t wanna go home alone I know you knew All that power that was coming thru Going from me and into I can’t ever hear you say I don’t love I put your stuff by the door We aren’t what we were before I don’t wanna lie anymore We don’t even fight no more now Coming outta nowhere Breaking thru the cold night air What you gonna do cuz I thought we were something I don’t wanna see you You don’t wanna see me But I don’t wanna hear when you say that we’re nothing And I don’t wanna stick around for nothing I don’t wanna make you say a something It don’t matter what you say It’s what you do There’s no more to say There’s no more to do now Don’t wanna just stay Don’t wanna just follow you
3.
GRANDMA MAC 04:19
GRANDMA MAC I can’t stop thinking about when I was just a girl My momma told me what my place was in the world She said that what you’ll do and what you feel is great I wanna know it now but I just have to wait My life it hasn’t gone the way I thought it would But if don’t feel bad I won’t feel all the good There’s things that happen when don’t know wrong from right They’re in my head and then they keep me up at night I can’t stop thinking bout the way I think of you There’s nothing left because it’s all because of you If I could make a change I’d make it all for you It isn’t over yet it’s only something new yeah What’s that you say just live it through today now What’s that you want I won’t just give it away now You say come here I wish I knew what to do now If it’s the end I wish I knew to say goodbye I can’t stop thinking about the people who are gone I’ve got my grandma left but she’s the only one I think about her life when she was just a girl I’ve always she was the best in all the world My life it hasn’t gone the way I thought it would But if don’t feel bad I won’t feel all the good You start down deep inside of me inside my bones It’s not the things you will it’s all the things you won’t I can’t stop thinking that I know just what you like I know I’m not the one you wanna have tonight Cuz there’s a problem with my heart and with my head I’m not the same and so I leave it all unsaid yeah It’s love it’s not a test for you to take now You’re gone but I can still see your face now You’re everywhere in everything it tells how This ain't the end so I'm just gonna say goodnight
4.
TATTOO 04:11
Tattoo Hey there I know you I think you know me too Don’t walk away Don’t be cruel You know who you’re looking to And after all that you put me through you’re gonna Just stick to the tried and true Well Love stops love starts with you Every word I’m saying is true I Didn’t wanna stop singing to you It’s all I wanna do Even after what you put me through Don’t say that don’t be cruel Watch out I’m the one that’s coming It’s true and i know you know Keep out i don’t want your loving That’s right so just let me go Gonna get me a real tattoo It’s gonna be a big heart that’s blue It’s gonna be real shot through With a fire burning thru it And an arrow pushed into it And it’s gonna be torn in two You don’t get to make me run away I don’t wanna go so don’t you stay here I’m not talk just break through I don’t wanna say please or thank you I’m not gonna keep coming back here Gonna walk out the door and cut clear All i want is to find out what’s true Wanna find out what’s me without you Gonna get me a new tattoo It’s gonna be your name in blue R.I.P. goes under it too When I touch it I think of you I think of all that you put me through Even though I still love you Life stops life starts anew I don’t know what I thought I knew Gonna find out what else I can do Without the weight of you Even though i still love you Wanna find out else is true
5.
SIREN SONG 04:09
SIREN SONG: I have waited so long just for you to come home I just don't know what I'd do without you hear my siren song this is my lovers call ooohhh You sail from east to west so you can fight with the best but you can't fight off the sense that I'm here at your windowsill calling out for you still like this -- ooooohhhh but you can't fight off the sense that I'm here at your windowsill calling out for you still look what you did to me all I can do is sing lover be true to me come and set me free i remember the day that you went away that's why i gave you this song so that you could find your way back home when you've been gone for so long that's why i gave you this song so that you could find your way back home when you've been gone for so long far out far out at sea listen and think of me darker inside the deep follow me thru the dream I have waited so long just for you to come home i just don't know what i'd do without you hear my siren song this is my lover’s call Ooooohhhh
6.
SETTLER 03:36
SETTLER Hey Settler coming straight for my land you think you know what's best there were people already here now there's nothing left It started with the one It started with a son all is said and done now all of it is gone Hey you coming into my head so many games you can play I was rich with so many things you took it all away It started with the one and then he brought a gun and now I know no one Now All that's mine is gone Hey You coming into my heart I can't even see you there You have to breath if you wanna survive but now you're in the air it started with the one and then he brought everyone you can't undo what's done but BUT all that's inside me ain't gone
7.
TRAIN 02:54
TRAIN Lay down put your head to the ground listen hard and you can feel the sound. Be still so still until until you hear me until you feel me Be still so still until Stop telling me how to live the life I don’t hear what you say imma do it my own way stop telling me just to do whats right I can see it’s your game and you know i don’t play just like that train coming thru I can kill you What would you do if you saw me Would you walk on thru Like you didn’t know me Be still until you feel me There’s a black tunnel Up ahead But you don’t know where and you don’t Know when There’s a peace I had Gonna find it again You know i got the power Better understand Lay down put your head to the ground listen hard and you can feel the sound. Be still so still until
8.
THE FALL 04:26
THE FALL The fall it starts today The leaves and the trees Fade away The sun comes through Shadows my face a And i lay still until you come into the view You’re all in my mind always No one else I see can stay The sun comes through I touch your face And I won’t stop until you tell Me too But I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know If I can hold on Stay here If you can Don’t you leave me all alone With the sun Burning bright Leaving all my mistakes outside You fall so far Away It’s dark The same All day The sun comes through Fills up that space And i can’t move until you say my name But I don’t know I don’t know I don’t know What’s enough to make you Stay here If you will I don’t wanna be alone You’re the sun Rising up leaving all that light below If you go If you leave Life won’t feel the same to me You’re the one can’t you see You’re another part of me
9.
HOLD IT CLOSE I see it all in my mind The day has come and it’s time Don’t tell me when I can feel it No creature couldn’t conceal this This feeling that I know now It scares you and I can tell No other person could heal this Just tell me when I can expect your call You think you know the way You think you’ll know what to say But this reality is not that It takes a lifetime to begin to get…. What you came for Why’d you want this Would you feel like yourself if you saw it Would you trade me Will you have to Walk away if you couldn’t ignore Hear me hear this Hold it close and let go I see it clear in my mind Hear me, hear this, hold it close and let go You see it all in the news Everything a person could lose You tell yourself that it ain’t true You sure you know it’d never happen to you But One day it’s gonna come true That you are no longer you That being in your body Is watching from beyond the room You see it clear in your mind The day has come and it’s time Don’t make me say you’re worth it I got a line I won’t admit it’s Days and months when I can forget How close she can be to death Then I remember with one little look That’s when i take my phone off the hook
10.
Stopping to Start Walking down the street at night alone with you see it deep inside a dream i fall into do you remember what it was they used to do always feel it in my mind cutting thru stop and see pictures of me working so hard stopping to start fly across the air to where i used to live took that trip alone and then i was with him walk into the sea and push it all in two water cold and deep and glass to see into i hid a few pictures of you boy so small i'm keeping it all hey walking down the street tonight but not with you like i'm in a dream a thought i always knew and life is not enough if i can't live with you i know the way it seems i'd never lie to you do you believe feelings this deep I thought knew what you would do stop and start working so hard start to believe believe in me start to believe before I leave

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These are songs I wrote for all the women in my life that meant something to me. My sister in law who passed away, My beloved Grandma Mac, my Mother, my self and all the versions of me in my head.

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released October 25, 2018

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